dog rat terrior

I was sitting there.... Doing somthing.
All of a sudden, I felt the sharpest pain go through my body...
starting at my head.

The pain started to fade away as i tombled over and could not move..
I fell of my chair onto the ground.
I tumbled over even move... I could not even lift a finger.

I knocticed everyone around me not see what has happened.
A women ran to my resue.
Only to find I had no pulse.

I had been shot in the head.
But how was i dead and still knotced everyone around me?

But no one could see me...
I was dead

I went to my house.
I saw my baby on my step momapos;s lap.
He looked so sad, it was unreal.

I balled my eyes out.
THey didnt knotice i was there.
I have never cryed so hard in my life.

I knew I could never hold my little baby again.
Because I was dead.

I tried to touch him.
NOthiong happened.
He didnt see me,
he didnt feel me.

I cryed even harder
that my hole body ached.

I just wanted to say goodbye.
To hold my little guy for the last time.
To kiss him, to say I Love you
.....for the last time.

But i couldnapos;t.

I notcied that i could touch objects though.
I found somthing and threw it.
Just so they would know i was there.

MY step mom saw the object fly.
She yelled my name
"AMBER??"

I found some objects i could spell letters with.

"YES" i wrote.
SHe was asking me questions
I was still balling my eyes out trying to yell back
But she couldnt hear me.

She could only see what i spelled out...
...



So i went to see my sister..
To see how she was doing.
To say good bye for the last time.

I went in her room,
She was lying on her bed
Crying....
Wishing i was there..


I cryed more,
I didnt get to say goodbye.
I tryed to get her attention...
but nothing happened.

I through objects in the air.
To see if she would knotice.

See did.
and she knew i was trying to tell her somthing





....

I�have relized that you can loose everyone in your life. And not get to say good bye to anyone.
Donapos;t take nobdy for granted...
Someday you will loose them, and do nothing but cry

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